This has been the longest time that I haven't posted anything here. So much has already happened in the last couple of months:
- I started teaching English online (which is hard to believe, considering that I can't even remember what a predicate is)
- We moved out and then went back home again after two months
- David's been here again (Best Christmas and New Year ever)
- David's gone back to England (which could be the reason why I'm bingeing like crazy again... I absolutely hate immigration, recession and everyone and everything that just seems to make things more difficult for us to stay together).
Faith, my daughter is just upset that she and her new best friend (my neighbor/friend's daughter) won't be able to play everyday anymore (although I reckon it's not really that much of an adjustment considering how often they both get grounded for being “silly”).
Since the start of the year, I've only been to two job interviews... It would have been nice to say that I've just been hired in one of them. Unfortunately, I'm probably perceived as either overly confident or too desperate. And to be honest, at this point, the latter is more applicable! -- I friggin' hate not having a full-time job or rather, a much much higher paying job that requires little time and effort (don't we all?).
Granted that I get to spend more time with Faith however, given how we are now so financially restrained, I'm sure even my daughter would rather that I just get her some knickknacks or some new toys from time to time and not see her 24-7 (especially since I'm more of the crabby-in-the-morning, hygiene-obsessed and just mostly distracted and grouchy type of mom, instead of the usually fun and easy-going maternal figure that you so often see in political advertisements!).
Sorry, just venting.
When David was here, everything seems more tolerable. In fact, I think I even enjoyed our “simplified” life. I actually find my schedule more hectic and physically exhausting (I blame the school system or whoever thought that kids ought to be in school before 7:00 AM and Pagbilao for being such a small town that there's not one decent apartment we can lease even if it's just short-termed!), but I wasn't even contemplating whether I'd be happier pursuing my career again or not. I was just plain contented...well, almost. After all, there's always this financial schminancials that we have to deal with, no matter how simple we try to live our lives.
For now, we can only keep trying to get out of this sh** and hope and pray and work harder and so on and so forth, until the three of us could finally be together forever and ever...
*sigh*
- I started teaching English online (which is hard to believe, considering that I can't even remember what a predicate is)
- We moved out and then went back home again after two months
- David's been here again (Best Christmas and New Year ever)
- David's gone back to England (which could be the reason why I'm bingeing like crazy again... I absolutely hate immigration, recession and everyone and everything that just seems to make things more difficult for us to stay together).
Faith, my daughter is just upset that she and her new best friend (my neighbor/friend's daughter) won't be able to play everyday anymore (although I reckon it's not really that much of an adjustment considering how often they both get grounded for being “silly”).
Since the start of the year, I've only been to two job interviews... It would have been nice to say that I've just been hired in one of them. Unfortunately, I'm probably perceived as either overly confident or too desperate. And to be honest, at this point, the latter is more applicable! -- I friggin' hate not having a full-time job or rather, a much much higher paying job that requires little time and effort (don't we all?).
Granted that I get to spend more time with Faith however, given how we are now so financially restrained, I'm sure even my daughter would rather that I just get her some knickknacks or some new toys from time to time and not see her 24-7 (especially since I'm more of the crabby-in-the-morning, hygiene-obsessed and just mostly distracted and grouchy type of mom, instead of the usually fun and easy-going maternal figure that you so often see in political advertisements!).
Sorry, just venting.
When David was here, everything seems more tolerable. In fact, I think I even enjoyed our “simplified” life. I actually find my schedule more hectic and physically exhausting (I blame the school system or whoever thought that kids ought to be in school before 7:00 AM and Pagbilao for being such a small town that there's not one decent apartment we can lease even if it's just short-termed!), but I wasn't even contemplating whether I'd be happier pursuing my career again or not. I was just plain contented...well, almost. After all, there's always this financial schminancials that we have to deal with, no matter how simple we try to live our lives.
For now, we can only keep trying to get out of this sh** and hope and pray and work harder and so on and so forth, until the three of us could finally be together forever and ever...
*sigh*
2 comments:
I like reading your blog. Here's wishing you better days ahead for you and your loved ones.Take care my friend.
Many thanks Umihoney. Visited yer blog, I reckon that's just what I need (loads of recipes), considering how rubbish I am in the kitchen! LOL
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